lunch break formalities.

I know, the title doesn't make sense. But then again, I don't make sense half the time too, so there.

Seriously, people, get a life. People would stoop to just about anything to get on other people's nerves. I wonder whether they really are short of anything productive going on in their lives that they resort to creating useless discussions just to prove that they're on the superior side of things. I don't even have anything against them. And the sad part of the whole business is that they're supposed to be my friends.

Random Lines:

"Her thoughts were drowned in the turbulent water of the pool. She was gasping for precious air but her timed strokes would not allow even a split-second to inhale. "Breathe in for luck, breathe in so deep, this air is blessed, you share with me..." the song of Dashboard Confessionals reverberated in her head. Her body loosened up...Finally she touched the wall."

Just some random morbid thought. Must be the lack of food.

stay away. i bite.

i know, i'm sooo emo these days...ugh! years, ok, maybe months from now when I re-read this post i'll probably just mock myself and snicker..hehehe.."to get a chance, take a chance". that was what the shirt read. i did a double take at it. ouch! so true. and then another realization hit me. sometimes we do wait around for our rocket to come (putting in Jason Mraz's words). but don't you think that instead of waiting we could perhaps meet half way? just a thought. better than feeling so helpless right? i'm at point where waiting is almost equivalent to doing NOTHING. i'm not the waiting type of person and my friends would attest to that. i have my limits. and right now, my limits are not just making me frustrated, they're making me feel so darn helpless. i tried this, i tried that, i resorted to almost everything and yet things just wouldn't budge. give up? i dunno... maybe hope is the only thing that hasn't limited me.

i'm in a fork in the road, should continue or just fall out of what i fell into?