stay away. i bite.

i know, i'm sooo emo these days...ugh! years, ok, maybe months from now when I re-read this post i'll probably just mock myself and snicker..hehehe.."to get a chance, take a chance". that was what the shirt read. i did a double take at it. ouch! so true. and then another realization hit me. sometimes we do wait around for our rocket to come (putting in Jason Mraz's words). but don't you think that instead of waiting we could perhaps meet half way? just a thought. better than feeling so helpless right? i'm at point where waiting is almost equivalent to doing NOTHING. i'm not the waiting type of person and my friends would attest to that. i have my limits. and right now, my limits are not just making me frustrated, they're making me feel so darn helpless. i tried this, i tried that, i resorted to almost everything and yet things just wouldn't budge. give up? i dunno... maybe hope is the only thing that hasn't limited me.

i'm in a fork in the road, should continue or just fall out of what i fell into?